👥 Playing virtual currency really can't put all your value in it. Another bloody example, friends of spot and contract should take a careful look. I have never thought of letting everyone know me in this way. Thank you for giving me this opportunity to seek some help online, and I hope my deeds can become a warning to everyone. Let me talk about my own situation. Perhaps I have been too smooth sailing since childhood, and my work and family have been arranged (by a local state-owned enterprise). My family is considered well-off, not wealthy but very warm and happy. My parents are very kind to me, but not indulgent. Because I grew up in a mining area, I have always been aware of the importance of money. The wealth gap is really large, and the wealthy people in the area are quite barbaric. This has made me have a great desire for money since I was young, until after getting married, I increasingly felt that money was not enough. Then, by chance, I came into contact with digital currency, which started my nightmare. Because I started trading futures (contracts) in 2021 and have since gone bankrupt countless times, I only remember that my family has helped me pay off my debts three times. In order to help me pay off my debts, our house has also been sold. Until this year, my debts completely exploded and I can no longer repay them. Seeing this, everyone is curious why I keep losing money and playing because I have made small profits before. It is indeed easy to make money during the period of dividends in this industry, and it is even easier to lose money in the same way. At this point, I don't know how to say it. I deeply understand that people can really be driven to death by money. I lost more than 20 pounds in less than a month, and my hair fell out. Every day, I live like a zombie. I don't know how much longer I can hold on. How I wish time could go back. The good children in the eyes of my family, relatives, and friends, the good husbands in the eyes of my wife, and the good friends in the eyes of my friends, have all left me. Yeah! Many people have said to me, why do I have to do this? I don't know how to cherish such a good life, and I insist on gambling on it. I really don't understand, because at that time, I only wanted to turn over and achieve cross class living on my own, bringing a different life to my family. Indeed, life is different now (people around me are very painful because of me, especially my parents and wife). (Conversion)