Indeed, my level is at this point. I have been a regular collaborator for a long time during this grooming cycle, but I have not been able to successfully transition. In 2023, I declined most offline activities, did not engage in "upward socialization", and basically did not proactively contact the big brothers and sisters in the project team, BD, and Agency. I started participating in some offline activities in 2024, and then discovered that the hairdressers who received fixed cooperation during the same period have already become members of the top camp in the industry. The income from some individual cooperation projects requires me to work hard for about ten or twenty years. In September 2024, during the HK event, everyone was talking about income (fixed cooperation part). When I heard everyone talking about 8K-10K U, I was stunned, and then I showed them my accounting records (1.5K-2K). Then they asked me, 'What have I been doing in the industry for so long?'? Regarding 'What am I really doing?' I have been thinking all the way from September 2024 to January 2025, while daydreaming: ① Others are running around. ② Others are socializing with the project team. ③ Others are teaming up to form Dao and directly negotiating cooperation with the project team. Others are "roaming" on the clouds, while I am eating hamburgers everywhere. What others started doing in 2023, I didn't think about doing until 2025, it's really a bit What ever， My main source of income currently is not from communities, paid groups, paid courses, or direct communication and cooperation with project parties. I do not need to present myself as a "professional | investment research | community oriented" blogger at the moment. However, many people are saying that I pretend. After the Arb airdrop, I started my domestic budget travel plan. After Strk's airdrop, I started my budget travel plan in Southeast Asia. I looked in the mirror and didn't seem to pull or stand anything around.