Slowly figure out many things It could also be more chaotic Although it may seem absurd to talk about a lot of things in the cryptocurrency industry where NPLs are the sole focus, the current version discussing pure love/faith, including writing random thoughts, is indeed foolish But I do seem out of place in many circles/places. When I was in school, I didn't look like a student, and even after working for a few years, I didn't look like an adult. Even after being in the cryptocurrency circle for so long, I didn't feel like a member of it However, I have gradually come to accept my current self, as long as I feel good and great about myself, so more posts are statements about my own state Actually, this is also the original intention of tweets The reality is indeed like this, because Crypto is more tolerant here than anywhere else, able to accommodate all kinds of extreme things and people, which is also an interesting thing. It's not that extreme emotions cannot produce many feelings, and it's really too sensitive and not a good thing The answers are all relative I still remember when I was in elementary school, my teacher isolated me from the whole class because I didn't study well and had a lively mind. In her eyes, this was a bad kid and also the object of ridicule In a sense, it can be considered good or bad, but of course, this teacher only thinks so unilaterally. There are still many people who play with me, and as for the subtle state, my mind is not very good at recalling it thoroughly now Of course, these are not important either The most memorable time for me was when a classmate lost their school uniform The homeroom teacher immediately thought of me and a few other bad kids, called us to the office, and asked if I had stolen it. I quickly took off the clothes with my name written on them and said, 'I didn't...' Even crying out to say it, because I feel very wronged. The homeroom teacher asked me instead, why are you in a hurry to prove it If you haven't done it, why are you in a hurry to do these things. Of course, I found my school uniform later on, and there have been many deliberate attempts to exclude 'me' afterwards, such as calling me into the hallway to stand for a few hours, leaving me late after school, and even asking my parents to come over and cross check I don't understand why you treated me like this, so I skipped a grade and left this class that has been tormenting me since I was young. Not long after I graduated from elementary school, I heard that the homeroom teacher was dismissed by the school. I don't know the specific reason My friends don't know how they got here It's also possible that they're not friends Perhaps it's just my one-sided belief Until now, I still don't know what a true friend is I don't know how to define a friend I have been proving that I am a good child who loves learning I am also proving in Crypto/Web3 I said I want to be a relatively good person, a good blogger They say this is twisted and hypocritical But most people are in a middle state, which is also the most difficult and tangled part It's also what I avoided, what caused internal friction 😖 They told me you all came to the cryptocurrency circle to play This itself is a pseudo proposition No matter what you do, someone will lose money because of you Of course, there will also be people who make money because of you It seems that emotional value output has become a disinterested way of dividing, so how can we break the deadlock I feel that achieving this is not far from making money Yes, Ba I don't know how to face many things, abstract madness seems to have become the optimal solution It seems like escaping from all of this I won't be going to work tomorrow Don't face stupid clients Don't look at these stupid K-lines Beat with these stupid KOL project parties Escape to a place where no one can find me Just fine